5 Things I Love :)

Sunshine!!!


Laughter!! Its contagious!! :)


Convertibles in the Spring or Fall.
Turn the seat heaters on, heater on your toes, and then the cool air in your face.. feels so good!!


Bubble Baths at night


Back-rubs, anytime, anywhere :)

Miss Monroe says it best :)

♥ "I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." ♥
— Marilyn Monroe

Tribute to Momma

I have, hands down, the best Mother in the world! I meant to do this yesterday but things got a little busy... So here I am today. This is to you Mom, I wrote you a little poem/writing... its called "Thank You"



Thank You

Thank you for
The countless back and foot rubs
The many many late or sleepless nights

Thank you for
The comforting hugs and healing kisses
Your words of praise
And encouraging me on

Thank you Mom for
Your Advice, Lectures, and Guidance
And for being my biggest cheerleader and my strongest support

Thank you for
The endless dollars of bills and for the sacrifices you make so I can have the things I have, go the places I go, or do the things I do

Thank you for
Your Patience
Your love
Your kindness
Your example

Thank you for
Your testimony and love of Christ and The Church

Thank you for
Never giving up on me Mom, and always pushing me through

Thank you for
Your forgiveness and loving me despite my stupid choices and mistakes
But also
Thank you for
Letting me be my own person and figure things out

Thank you for
Teaching me how to walk, how to run, how laugh and how to play
Thank you for
Teaching me how to enjoy all that life has to offer

Thank you Mom,
For taking care of me,
Then
Now
And in the future

Thank you for
Being there when I needed someone most, picking me up when I was down, and always
Always
Believing in me no matter what

Thank you Mom
For helping in shaping me into the woman I am today.

And most of all Mom
Thank you
For being YOU.




I love you more than running, chocolate, and sleep. I love you to the moon and stars and back! I LOVE YOU MOM!!!!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!

Footsteps in the Sand

Today I attended fast and testimony meeting. It has been a long long time since I have been to a fast and testimony meeting so I got to thinking what I would have to say if I were to have gotten up and shared my thoughts. The first thing that came to my mind was my favorite poem:



I do have a testimony on Faith and God. I have been brought to my knees many many times over the last 9 months, in fear.. pain.. hurt.. anger.. I often think I can not go on... there's no way I can get through this. The emotional dagger I feel in my heart is enough to finish me. But in these moments, when I'm humbly on my knees, begging and crying to the lord, its when I remember this poem. In these darkest hours that I feel so lost and alone, the Lord has not abandoned me. He is with me, carrying me through these trials. I feel a strong sense of comfort. I know he is with me, I know his arms are around me and he is holding me and whispering in my ear that everything is going to be ok. I have a saying.. "I know God won't give you anything you can't handle... I just wish he didn't trust me so much" This quote gives me the faith and strength that I need to continue on. God has faith in me. And in this situation, I have a beautiful sweet spirit that has chosen me as his earthly mother. He has chosen Me, right now, in this circumstance and situation. This sweet spirit is ready and has faith in me as well. How powerful is that??? The feeling I get when I think about that overwhelms me. I am overtaken with tears. God has Faith in me, my son has Faith in me... that's all I need to know that I HAVE FAITH IN MYSELF.

I am so grateful and thankful for God and the gift of prayer. I have the most amazing support from family, friends and church members but without God and prayer, I wouldn't have been able to find the strength I needed from within myself to get through this. So as the saying goes... Stay Strong... Carry On!!